My Daddy

First of all thank you so much for what you've done for the family. Although i'm not really close to you since you're working on weekdays and at times weekends and only return home late at night most of the time, i still love you very very much. There was this period of time when i doubted your love for me since it's obvious you really love sissy the most and you can talk and laugh with Chea Chee when watching TV shows while you can't do that with me. I'm sorry for thinking this way but i'm sure you love us all as much as you love mummy and yourself :) You're really helpful even towards strangers and your small little actions like these definitely influenced me to lend a helping hand to strangers when they are in need. And thanks for sharing with me what your reaction was when you first knew mum was pregnant with Chea Chee and me yesterday, haha. And i see that you love children a lot too. I could still remember how you brought a lost kid to a security guard in Giant in Malaysia many years ago, and how you touched a young boy on his head gently yesterday when he accidentally almost knocked into you. Thank you for making nice meals for us at times during weekends, be it just a simple meal which consist of maggie mee and boiled vegetables and I love the runny egg yolks you make! haha. Or even simple toasts with tuna are good enough :) chea chee, chea sing and I made you a meal during Father's Day or your birthday last year and I would like to do that again soon, and hopefully Chea Wei (sissy) can join in as well :) I think my dad is responsible and cares a lot for the family. I love you daddy :)

My Mummy

Hi mummy i love you as much as i love daddy and the family. Thank you for tolerating with my nonsense and especially my fussy attitude. Thank you for stocking up my yogurt and bread which are my must-haves for breakfast every morning. You're really patient with me. Thank you for remembering what i like to eat whenever i randomly tell you which flavour of jam or yogurt or anything is nice and you'll tend to buy them for me. Thank you for taking time off your rest time to bring me to the chinese doctor whenever i sprained my ankle. Thank you so much for loving me so much unconditionally. That was when i realise how important love from parents are. If children don't feel loved by their parents, that's when they start to rebel. But i'm glad i feel loved by my family :) I admit i get annoyed at times by how "singaporean" you are (lol) but it's okay. But please be less stubborn and hey mummy, i really hope you'll be nicer to sissy. I know she's lied and hurt you a lot in the past but she's changed for the better. Everyone makes mistakes so why don't you forgive her once more and accept her again? Sissy's really hoping you'll accept her again. It's like how you used to treat Chea Sing better and Chea Chee and I expressed our unhappiness to you and you change for the better and treat us fairly. So i hope you'll treat sissy equally nice as well :) I love you mummy.

My older sissy aka Chea Wei

Hey sissy thanks for the lovely chat we had that day on the train while on the way to work. I should have talked to you about it much earlier so that I'll know how to tackle problems I face in leadership such as late-comers for meetings. You've really changed so much for the better. I dislike the old you when you treat me nicely when you need me and ask me to get out when you don't need me. But you're different now. Thank you for looking after me at workplace. Thank you for moving around in the train whenever I move because you want to stay near me to ensure I'm fine. Thank you for being patient with me and not flare when i make mistakes. For that i promise i'll be patient with my subordinates next time when they make mistakes if I ever get the chance to be involved in such things again. With that i hope you'll not lose hope and continue to love the family although mummy is really stubborn and isnt very willing to accept the new good you. I hope you finish calling your clients fast so that you'll probably dread work less and i hope you pass your next interview at SIA and realise your dream of flying around the world. But please do not forget about the family. I love you sissy :)

My Twinny aka Chea Chee

HELLOOOOOOOOOO, I'm really glad to have a lovely awesome wonderful twin like you! and i'm really grateful for that :) It's really cool we don't look alike at all and that's something interesting about us :) Although we're definitely not as close as twins like Jun Wen and Hui Wen or Colin and Clement but i think we've became closer this year! like how i rant to you about her and how you telll me your problems with another her and her. Now that's more like twins isnt it! With that i hope we'll continue to confide in each other :) I apologise for being such a lousy twin, for not knowing how to help when you're having problems, for not knowing what's on your mind. Although you look strong on the outside but somehow i can sense that you're really inferior on the inside. But hey, love yourself for who you are and be confident! Everyone makes mistakes and everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, so don't compare yourself with others because ultimately your true competitor is you and only yourself. And i really love how passionate you are for band :) I love you my twinny! ;D

My younger sister aka Chea Sing

Although according to mummy you're the least academically inclined among her 4 daughters, you definitely have your own strengths as well :) thanks so much for always helping me, be it simple things like helping me to find my phone (lol -.-) or helping me to take my bottle when i'm too lazy to move, i'm really grateful for all these small little things you've done for me. Thank you for helping Chea Chee and me out especially when we're mugging for Olevels. You're really helpful and are always among one of the first few who will be willing to lend me a helping hand when i'm in need of one. I think you are over the moon when i say nice things to you (yes i can see the gleam in your eyes) and i was glad you were glad when you knew i bought grape rock stickys for you. Yes the packet of stickys and set of clothes i bought for you are meant to thank you for being such a lovely meimei and to encourage you to work harder for academics. You're really happy when you got good in progress award since most of the time it's either me or chea chee or both who get the awards. But hey i'm really glad for you and i really hope you'll continue to work hard. Perhaps you transferred to Riverside with the help of me and chea chee but this is the most we can help you with. So do work hard and stop hiding in our shadows and create a colourful page of your own in Riverside :) and although you're really timid (especially when it comes to ordering food -.- and buying things), sometimes I see that as a good thing since that means lower chances of you rebelling. I kind of pei fu you for being willing to let mummy "scold" you a times when you do silly stuff but at times i hope you stay this way rather than isolating and being an emo kid. So thanks for being such a lovely meimei and i love you younger sis :) and you have long legs which very sadly i dont have so please dont be afraid to flaunt them please x)

That's all for my family. I love my family :) Sometimes they make me feel that it's all right that i don't have many friends to hang out with or laugh with. Thank you for all the love and care :)

Okay not trying to show off how much i love my family but am just blogging about what I've been wanting to tell them :)