Monday, January 2, 2012 @ 12:17 AM;
This post shall be a dedication post to some of my friends + family and reflection for 2011! (I'm seriously damn slow i know ._.) though many of them don't read my blogs. Haha1. Song Wen Ting Jazlyn :)
Hi lovely! hahaha, i'm a bit high now. Okay i seriously wonder how many bloggers manage to express their thoughts so well with vocabulary so rich because i really don't know how to do that.
We've been through many ups and downs (our friendship) but i can't be anymore grateful towards you for not letting go but holding on to our friendship. You're still the first on my list whenever i need to rant or confide in somebody. Thank you for being so wonderful. Thank you for dedicating the song to me. You said i changed you, but don't forget your presence definitely changed me so much for the better too! I'm really glad to have met you. Honestly I didnt expect us to be such close friends when i first saw you in Secondary 1. I still remember i was having a hard time trying to remember who's jazlyn who's jocelyn during ice breakers for SOOC 2008, hahaha! So i really thank you for always being there and making me reflect and learn. I apologise for all the shit i've given and am giving you even until now but deep down, i still love you a lot truck loads many tonnes much :) thank you for teaching me love is not only about receiving but also giving. thank you for teaching me commitments in school is not about CCA points but the lessons we learn from it (omg i feel so ashamed of myself for thinking like that in the past ><) thank you for all the things you've done for me, be it the scrap book, the photobook which i took so long to bring to school to show to you, the many letters you wrote to me which none i've replied (i feel like sucha bitch, sorry for using this word but yeah, i'm too nasty towards you i know) or be it the small little actions you do to show your concern for me. I really appreciate them a lot and yes, though i don't show them but i'm really thankful to have you as such a dear lovely close cousin! I apologise for not being able to help with many of your problems (i'm lousy i know) but thanks for not getting bored of me (i'm a really boring person i know people dont laugh with me). thanks for tolerating with all my rants and nonsense. thanks for always watching out to see if i'm fine. thanks for appearing in my life my dear :) i think i'm seriously gonna cry very hard if one day you really got enough of me and decided to chuck me out of your mind (touch wood) but i seriously cant imagine life without you :/ so in conclusion, i really thank you for loving me so much. It's all right we cant click well in person. It's all right to me so long as i know you'll always be there for me and please remember i'll always be glad to lend you a listening ear so long as you don't mind i'm a lousy listener or advice-er. I definitely love you very berry much, more than you love glee, haahha. <3
2. Kong Kai Li :)
Yes i know it's supposed to be Kai Li though you prefer it to be put as Kaili, hahha.
Yes i love you my wonderful friend too! It's really heartwarming and awesome-much to see that you've become more optimistic in 2011! So please keep it up and continue to be optimistic!
I'm thankful for having you as a close friend. Thank you for taking time to go shopping with me though shopping with me isnt as fun as shopping with your other girls :/ thanks for making me feel comfortable when hanging out and shopping with you. thanks for being such a caring friend, somebody whom i can confide in too. I'm really glad we became close friends again after the 6 years of stranger-ship (lol) in primary school. Without you I would have nobody to go shopping with! hahaha. But of course our friendship isnt just about shopping i know :) so yeah, girl i hope you'll continue to stay optimistic! But do feel free to confide in me whenever you need a listening ear, i will be more than willing to listen! ;D don't ever use worrying that you'll disturb me as an excuse to not text me when you need a listening ear (unless you don't like to confide in me anymore ;/ congratulations for clinching the 3rd place in class last year! You're having your Olevels this year, work hard and i'm sure you'll do well! All the best! and i certainly love you truck loads from earth to neptune and back to earth, hahaha! ;DDD
3. Lew Kah Seng :)
Okay first time i'm going to talk more about you in blog post ._. i hope nothing goes wrong so i'll just keep it short and sweet, heehee. Thanks for giving me an opportunity to know you better :) yes i know in your tens hundreds thousands millions of friends you're really nice but somehow people who dont know you certainly dont think that way. Thanks for caring for me, keeping a lookout for me, not wanting me to be alone when i'm alone (though i dont mind being alone at times). I still remember how you approached me in canteen when i was sitting alone in canteen eating when actually I was waiting for Fiona and Wen Jie to buy their food and join me after that. Thanks for letting me break your heart tens hundreds thousands times and somehow they miraculously heal, LOL. Kidding. I apologise for the OCMC misunderstanding, i seriously hope it was a misunderstanding because i will really kill myself if i said something nasty like that. Thanks for tolerating with my rants though you havent see how i really rant, perhaps. Thanks for bothering about me though i literally seem like i don't care. I'm not sure when all these will end but thanks for entering my life and letting me see the good side of you which many people have seen but also many have not seen. thanks for baking for me and i do feel really bad for not finishing them =X with that, i hope you'll stop forgetting about the importance of eating regularly and rest whenever you play. Okay i don't see how is this short and sweet, lol.
4. Michelle Oh Hui Ling :)
HI i'm super glad that you initiate that we go for kfc breakfast last year. That was when we started catching up with each other after drifting apart when we were in different classes in secondary 3. I was really happy that we still had so much to talk about and i still feel very comfortable confiding in you! and i certainly love how we meet up once in a while to update each other about our lives! and you this all rounded girl, i certainly do envy you at times for having such a fun-loving personality. I envy you for being able to joke and fool around and click with almost everyone around you when playing and yet get so serious when it comes to work. Yes i really do envy you for being able to do that. Yes i said envy, not jealous. haha. Thanks for teaching me to not to be competitive, especially in terms of academic results. And yes, honestly i still feel inferior towards you at times, like what you think of me etc but i still love you very very much and girl i hope you'll recover fully soon and get on the track and run soon! ;D
5. Lim Yi Bin :)
HI BROTHER! hahaha. I'm glad that we've known each other for so many years, at least ten years i guess! I love you very much, as a friend and brother of course! You're really niceeeeeee can! Another Mr Nice! hahah. I think you're really independent and strong and gentlemannnnnnn! Thank you for helping me when playing joker during class chalet, like trying to use eye contact to tell me who has the joker card (although we failed, haha!) and switching cards with me secretly so that i didnt have to eat another spoonful of rice in the middle of the night! see, so nice of you can! I had a really great time during class chalet partly because of you :) I like how both of us keep getting the joker cards at the same time and how we purposely knock the bottle down to trick Nicholas Lim that we have the joker cards, hahaha! And so i definitely love you a lot as a brother! Your future girlfriend will be blessed to have you as a boyfriend uh, hahaha. But don't forget me when you get a girlfriend horh! hahaha! And come to think of it, i do regret not talking more often with you in secondary school, especially during upper secondary life. But still, thanks for being such an awesome brother! ;D
6. Ng Yang Tin :)
You're really an angel to me. Thanks for teaching me to be considerate, caring, courteous and thankful. Thanking cleaners when they help us wipe the tables clean, helping to stack boxes up in the ABC shop in 883 when they fell, always putting others before yourself and ensuring people around you arent left out. Honestly I feel so ashamed of myself for being so selfish and rude. So i thank you for making a positive impact on my life and for making me change for the better (still in progress :/ but am trying hard! :) ) I'm sorry for all the nonsense you had to go through early in 2011. I didnt have the courage to speak up for you to save you from all those tears. But i was glad to see a happier you when you were hanging out with your GB friends instead. Or else i would have felt worse. Thanks for being so forgiving and i think i really need to learn how to lead more by love like what you do. You're really hardworking and self-disciplined. I'm sure you'll do well for Olevels! :)
7. Teo Sheng Rong :)
Hi hi, it feels good to be your close friend (or maybe not that close anymore) since you really treat me much better now compared to the past when you disliked me. haha.
It's fun talking with you since you just have that sense of humour that makes me laugh. Thanks for adding laughter to my life and i'm glad you initiated to catch up with each other at Subway at RP that time so that we can have a sort of heart to heart talk. You've really matured and you're no longer that blunt but sometimes i do miss the old bitchy sheng rong. haha! I'm sorry i dont know how to help you with your problems. I hope you're fine! and hey! i reallly hope we can go for a ktv session before we start tertiary education! :)
8. Koh Wen Jie :)
Many things happened this year. I don't want to say much but i still want to thank you for bringing laughter to my life and making the atmosphere not-awkward when we hang out during recess. Thanks for hanging out with me during recess and for doing most of the talking some times, LOL. Yes it saves me the trouble from talking and the awkward situation. Okay i wa shalf kidding. Haha. I choose to believe that you appreciate your friends, but just that you don't show them :)
okay it's really late now. I shall post about my dedication to my family + reflections for 2011 + new year resolution later!
Bye! :)